MISTAKE

This is written in retrospect. I made my first mistake today. Fortunately, the chest x-ray and the abdo x-ray were all normal and my mistake was erased. Gone, like it never happened. But several days later, she spiked a fever and was coughing.

I knew in my heart it wasn't anything I did.

But life is a series of events. If I didn't initiate it, perhaps things wouldn't have progressed the way they did.

You never forget the first diagnosis you made. More so the very first mistake.

Fuck. I need to find my peace.