ITCH

Sometimes, I close my eyes and argue with myself.

There are doors you should not open. There are desires you should not entertain. There are pasts you should not revisit. There are futures you should not fantasize.

There is that one thing you have never been sure of.

Me: Don't do it.
Me: But I want to!
Me: You're pathetic.
Me: Don't underestimate me. I am clever enough to justify the hell out of this!

Definitely an itch.